city of love???

i got a chance to visit Paris recently... its an amazing city no doubt... but i found it very cold... not only the climate... even the peolpe... all r decked in black, in a hurry, with a remorse expression.... i felt i have reached a city of sad people not the city of love... maybe its the climate....
Or is it the new world order... no one seems to b happyy... every one is in a mad rush in search of happiness.... that tooo they want it fast, instant... at any cost.... nirvana thru vending machine.
maybe i am old fashioned who like to be confined within my boundaries... but then who decides on the boundary? mine could b diff from urs? does that mean i am more good than u?
ooohhh too complex...
Recently someone accused me "U r not a liberal, u only calim to b one" It left me wondering again... who is a liberal... i am still googling to find out the true liberal... is a true liberal someone who will accept anything and everything...
will post more on this when i am hit by a lighting....

agony

was reading a few very interesting blogs... And it inspired me to update this blog for the nth time...
and also i have been experiencing a lot of new emotions which i had never thought existed... like agony - it might sound starnge but there is lot of comfort in agony...
And there is a lot of comfort in sadness...
no i am not a recently dumped lover boy... i am just discovering the pain of sharing and attachment...
The hollowness of happiness...
the search...
the eternal search....
it continues....
cheers